Stream Of Consciousness Memoir Of Raleigh, North Carolina, 1960-1980


by
H. Kent Craig




My first memory of anything in Raleigh is much like my first memory of anything in my sister hometown of Cary, that of a grocery store when I was just 2-3 years old, in this case it was the old A&P at what would become Ridgewood Shopping Center, before Wade Avenue was a major thoroughfare and way before it connected to I-40; I remember how much larger it seemed than the old Winn-Dixie in Cary, though in adult hindsight they were probably close to the same size; for some reason, I remember a giant wooden chicken placard above the egg and dairy section at that old A&P; it's now Wellspring Grocery, selling upscale and organic and exotic foodstuffs to those of those tastes...
...Even though I was just 3-4 when construction on it first began, I swear I remember when "the Beltline" was being built, I distinctly remember seeing heavy equipment along where it intersected Hillsboro Street...
...For years and years in the 60's, there were only three local television stations, WRAL-TV Ch. 5 in Raleigh which was an ABC affiliate, WTVD Ch.11 in Durham which was CBS, and UNC-TV Ch.4 in Chapel Hill which was our local PBS outlet; when I was 5 or 6, I remember a local kids program on Ch.5 called "Captain 5" which was a space-themed little monsters afternoon show, and I remember going to WRAL's studio a couple of times to participate as an audience member, 'still having a large, shiny, colorful badge that identifies me as a "Captain 5 Space Crew" member...
...For years and years also there were only two main radio stations in the area, WPTF-AM 680 for the "old folks" and WKIX-AM 850 for the "younger set"; I could see the 'KIX broadcast towers above the tree line a mile or so away north of my house just past the thick slice of trees between Hillsboro Street and Highway 54, and I could hear 'KIX and not much else at night because of their radio shadow as I snuck my 8-transistor radio under my pillow and listened to Rick Dees, who eventually would become a demi-celebrity and an embarrasment to himself with his infamous recording of his novelty hit "Disco Duck", spin the local Top 40 countdown and play such radical music as The Temptations, The Tams, The Drifers, Gladys Knight & The Pips, and of course "little" Stevie Wonder; eventually, we would get and eventually lose a pioneering album rock station in WQDR-FM, and the campus radio station at NC State U., WKNC-FM, would help drive the revolution that became the "campus rock" format, but for that brief time and place 'KIX was IT...
...As much as Cary and my actual neighborhood of Asbury and the adjacent neighborhood of Westover in west Raleigh reflected a time and place not dissimilar to what was being portrayed on television at that in the fictional town of Mayberry in "The Andy Griffith Show", Raleigh, with its cosmopolitan influence of NC State University, and its power influence of being the seat of state government, reflected a more staid and status quo if diminutive urbanity than Asbury or Cary did, and the corridor to all that contrast was Hillsboro Street...
...Even though moderately crippled by juvenile rheumatoid arthritis, I rode my bike an old Schwin Stingray with a banana seat and high hanger handlebars as much as possible, had an afternoon paper route for The Raleigh Times when they were still in business, and eventually won enough trust and freedom from my parents to start riding into "town" down Hillsboro Street, where I found and eventually joined The Y, the Raleigh YMCA; at The Y, the Monkees TV show played in the lobby, I hustled dime-a-game bumperpool at the table near the big picture window, and lost my winings to chess hustlers at the boards at the back of the room; I also had a very excellent archery teacher who taught me and others the basics of the zen of the way of the bow and about focus, self-discipline, and maximum effort for its own sake too as we would hike the mile or so from The Y down to the large lawn area at the NC School For The Blind and shoot at butts set up hundreds of feet away; becoming such an excellent bumper pool hustler, it was only a matter of time before discovering "The Empire Club", a pool hall run by a certain Capt. Mosley that had ten 5x10 snooker tables with snooker-size pockets and balls and where I developed a game that was world-class before I turned 12, running straight pool frames of 125 consecutively made balls twice, once when I was 10 and again when I was 11; eventually, I became a pint-sized hustler, often making more than a few bucks from the sucker adults who didn't think someone my age would have a decent game, which I gave up along with gambling entirely when a .38 snubnose was shoved in my face when I was 13 and Capt. Mosley called the cops on the guy; Zig Zag Boutique, Raleigh's first headshop eventually opened up next to The Empire Club at the corner location of Hillsboro St. and Oberlin Road, I remember the funky Jimi Hendrix/Janis Joplin/Mod-style clothes and the old clawfoot bathtub full of fish there as well as the glass display case full of hash pipes, hookahs, rolling papers, roach clips, brass screens for your pipes, and the like; The Y is still there, but The Empire Club is gone though its child Blue Moon BBQ & Billiards just above Jersey Mike's down the street from where Empire used to be is going strong under the ownership of Capt. Mosley's son Bob, and Zig Zag is long gone gone before even anti-headshop legislation could put them out of business, both spaces where they once were now being Darryl's 1906 Restaurant; if you go to the very back wall row of booths on the lower level which shares a common wall with Weatherman's Jewelers next door at Darryl's, that's where I developed a world-class billiard game at The Empire Club as a kid...
...Downtown Raleigh in the pre-mall-on-every-vacant-lot days was where my Mum used to take shopping for school clothes and such at Hudson-Belk on Fayetteville Street, and where we used to go sometimes to eat at Clyde Cooper's Barbeque over on Davie Street, and sometimes over to the Governor's Mansion sometimes to take a tour and on an occasion or two to meet the governor himself who my father happened to know as a family friend because the governor's mother, Mrs. Hudson, used to run a boarding house on Hillsboro Steet for NC State students that my father did the plumbing service work for, and downtown was also where I saw my first movie unescorted when I was 8 or 9 at the old Ambassador Theater, "Maya"; downtown was also home to the State Capitol Building at the very end of Hillsboro Street where on one Saturday I harmlessly wandered in and stumbled across our most beloved NC Secretary Of State, Thad Eure, and became one of "his kids", having blanket permission to stop by anytime and say hello, sometimes wandering just outside to fetch him a bag of fresh hot peanuts from The Peanut Man who sold his freshly cooked legumes primarily to those visiting Capital Square to feed the park pigeons with but sometimes also to feed Thad; when I helped the Republicans and became State GOP Chairman Frank Rouse's gopher in the summer of 1972, it broke both the hearts of Mrs. Hudson and Thad, though when I would run across Thad at political functions in the years to follow he was always friendly and amicable to me, one of the truly most genuinely nicest people I've ever met in my life; while the Legislative Building down the street reeked of politics the old Capitol Building where Thad Eure's office was at for the longest number of decades reeked of history and a charm and grace that made me feel very special to have a friend in Thad (and Thad never meet a youngster he didn't like) who worked in such a special place...
...If Hillsboro Street was the gateway avenue to the State Capitol and the governmental complex, then its sister boulevard, Western Boulevard, which parallels Hillsboro Street a mile or so to the south for their mutual and respective lengths, was the gateway avenue to much of the rest of Raleigh before the city began its economic and political expansion north of The Beltline, to the older neighborhoods such as Boylan Heights which was Raleigh's first actual development begun back in the early 1900's, to the Dorthea Dix State Hospital For The Mentally Ill named for the medical reformer Dorthea Dix post-mortem despite her very outspoken desire when she was alive never to have her name memorialized in such a way, to Central Prison which is North Carolina's maximum security and death-row prison, and to the lower economic in scale neighborhoods of Maywood, Caraleigh, and Chavis Heights...
...Especially past my thirteenth birthday when my best friend Tom Robinson and other close friends Ronnie Rice and his sister Sue Rice turned me onto the vices of the sixties on my thirteenth birth day on November 21, 1969 up until the summer of 1973 when I swore off all vices, the old Raleigh neighborhood of Boylan Heights took on a special significance because in the middle of cut-through street between Cabarrus and South streets Cutler Street sat what everyone affectionately called "The House", otherwise known by its official title of Outreach Facility For Drug Action Of Wake County Incorporated, The House was part drug-induced-state crisis center, part teen-age runaway intervention counseling center, part hippie culture celebration central, part crash pad, and part gathering point for the Raleigh version of the rainbow tribe; located in a 60-70 year old multi-story home on a quiet residential neighborhood, The House lived and breathed and sweated and sexed the energy of the 60's and 70's, 'was Raleigh's own one-house version of our reincarnation of the spirit of Haight-Ashbury; and in the summertime of the early 70's, when nearby Pullen Park still permitted this to happen, a local acid or hard rock band would load up on a flatbed truck, pull into a public picnic area at Pullen Park, plug in, and start jamming, the music filtering around and down and up the hills the couple of miles to Boylan Heights and The House, where an almost Pied Piper-like migration would begin, people leaving their houses and The House walking down Western Boulevard past Central Prison and the south lawn of The Blind School to Pullen Park, where alcohol would be openly consumed, sex by every combination of male and female and female and female and male and male would take place in full public exhibitionistic glory, dope would be openly smoked and sold as well, the music would shake your very bones from its sheer decibel levels, and the cops would always wait at least three or four hours before making a token appearance and then leaving us untouched and unmolested, never a single arrest being made at any of the times I attended these impromptu mini-Woodstocks in the staid and stuffy little Capitol City of Raleigh, N.C.; to Bev & Bag, to Fluff, to Massah Brian, to Dale, and especially to Mia, I shall never forget you guys, I'll never forget how much you meant then and still mean to me, and wherever you are, I hope you're healthy and happy and are at peace...
...Some truly random memories; RAMS & ROMS, North Carolina's first computer store which was on Hillsboro Street near NC State, opened when a 2K chip cost over $500; my unbroken string of 21 years going to the NC State Fair at the NC State Fairgrounds near my home from the time I was one until twenty-one, of the nightly fireworks display at the Fair I could easily see from my house, of Jack Kochman & His Helldrivers which thrilled us at the Fair's dirt track; of seeing Jimi Hendrix in concert at that same Fairgrounds, in the Dorton Arena building, Dorton Arena being originally designed as a cattle show building but also to be one of the architectural wonders of the world with its two interlocking parabolic elipse arcs which support the entire roof of it, the ticket costing me $5.50 in 1970 if I'm not mistaken, Jimi's music being almost unlistenable to because of Dorton's acoustics which made it sound like he was playing inside a 55-gallon steel drum, of the clearly visible haze of dope smoke which rose into and above the crowd making everyone high whether they wanted to be or not which was ignored by the Wake County sherrif's deputies and the State Highway Patrol officers as they walked in uniform among the throngs of children of the 60's and 70's; of Dwight and Coyt at Westover Barbershop next to Burke Brothers Hardware near the Fairgrounds who cut my hair from the time I was little until it turned from blond and straight to dark and curly when I hit puberty and I had to find someone who could cut that kind of hair; of Paul and James who owned Fish Pros Aquarium Shop just down from Westover Barbershop and with whom my wife Cathy and I when we first got married obtained a 15% equity stake in their business and from whom we were introduced to the wider reality of Raleigh's and the world's gay community, being clued into a ton of juicy gossip before outing was either popular or common such as the fact that Rock Hudson was gay (my, my, the shock of it all!), and being their guests at a private New Year Eve's party at the height of disco era at Raleigh's premier gay club The Capitol Corral where someone poured a bottle of amyl nitrate into the bubble machine inside the mirror ball above the dance floor creating a scene I won't ever forget even if I want to; of the deep woods that began at the headwaters of Richland Creek which were on my father's old corner property at the corner of Trinity Road and Chatham Street in Cary and which went endlessly north into Umstead State Park, before being leveled down and replaced by the concrete of I-40, where I spent many happy days exploring new growth forest on old farmlands gone to trees; of that curious old block building atop a hill almost due north of my house on Highway 54 adjacent to a long-abandoned and fallow field where one could find fresh deer tracks daily, that was sans doors and windows but always had a usable but rotting mattress that was obviously frequently used but little else inside the building itself; of the open mike poetry readings that started at Glory's on Salisbury Street and then moved to John Jone's 'Paper Plant across the street and then with him when he moved to Hargett Street and then to Berkeley Cafe when the Paper Plant was no more; and of the total bohemia which was The Raleigh Artists' Community at 908 West Morgan Street in the 70's, that helped shape and define my style and integrity as an artist...





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